Friday, 25 September 2009

Monday, 14 September 2009

  • be afraid once you’ve touched a quarter century.

    Brother turned 26 on the twelfth. He claimed that every birthday celebration is about the same unless of course there’s party hats, masks; party poppers.

    We’ll try to have that once he turns 30. He will look the cutest among the ugliest 30’s men. :))))

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    aCIMG1200 Antique decoration with the utmost classic headline specially made for the old. ;) On purpose, heeees!

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    xoxoxoxoxo

Wednesday, 09 September 2009

  • the.art.of.socialising

    Am I boring by nature or the people around make me into one?

     

    People around me. P E O P L E.

    No one's here.

     

    Since the 238th of 2009, I’ve not been stepping out of the house. Room is my shelter and only playground. Tell me how interesting that is? Very.

    Tomorrow's the 253th, I'm meeting my cousin. Well I hope she is in her friendly mood, but I doubt so since she just mentioned about staying dead and being away from the real world while I'm over at her place. Thank you dear, you're always much of a help.

Saturday, 05 September 2009

  • too much drama;

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    Apparently, reading the diary just haunts me. It makes the past come back to life.

    Whatever you must have felt like a year ago or so seems like it strikes you just yesterday. And I hate it, well sort. Nice knowing that you encountered such beautiful bliss back then, but now that you don’t and could only reminisce about it, makes you tear and feel the urge to despise the good old times then. And the sorrow you encountered back then makes you want to be your own Fairy-God-Mother on that period and console yourself to get your feet back up. At the end of the day, you realised how badly you wanted to help yourself and wished that everything goes on perfectly for your own.  

    I’ve always believe that things happen for a reason. I believe in fate too much I guess.

    Memories I once had that I almost forgot I had one gets me all emotional and slightly dramatic. I’ve always link my life back to dramas. Dig in deeper, you’ll realised drama series are relatively true-based; (Indon’s excluded ‘cos their’s way overboard and rather nonsensical. 'Nuff said). Afterall, life is so dramatic, and you’re the crews, wouldn’t that make the whole scene even more drastic-dramatic?

     

    The truth about diary, it knows you by heart. Who would ever lie to own’s book of life, right?

     

    I thought by holding a beautiful pen and staring at a beautiful book will get me started to write beautiful things. I was wrong. Pessimism gets in their way instead. Is that how life supposed to be?

Tuesday, 01 September 2009

  • spotlight.

    Julie & Jilly messed up the room in the early afternoon.

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    Well, we were the cause of it to be exact. Hehes. I thanked them still. My work has just begun and hoping it’ll remain progressing and productive.  :))

    Oh, I couldn’t find the tripod stand in parent’s room and hence;

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    We had some fabulous afternoon didn’t we? 

     

    & tomorrow going to be the foremost time I’m breaking fast at Mosque. Looking forward to it!  ;)

Thursday, 27 August 2009

  • mean creatures we are.

    (in separated convos)

    (R)Heeeeeheeeee says:

    *i cant take it la

    *hahahaahaa

    *they're so ugly

     

    Anoor.chickentarian*unicef says:

    *THEY ARE!! OMG

    *THOSE ARE THE UGLYIEST gay couple ive seen la

    *O.M.G.

     

    Like a film frame-cuts uh. :P

     

    So much of trying to be as refined as I can afford in this very special month. Thanks to cousin who shared some juicy spices with her number one favourite’s; and I thought it was rather interesting and hence the ‘Sharing is Caring’. My lovely g-partners happened to accompany me that night and just by a click on each links; the msn tabs kept blinking.

    Hot news.

    It was very hilarious when both Iffah and Anoor commented on how ugly the lovely couple were. And since when gays are hot again? Iffah thought so. gosh~

    Blogs are so entertaining, don’t you think? They keep you companied and good thing, the person on the other side will never know you’re laughing about them, or cursing them, or even better- stalking them. Hahs. Well unless of course they’re IT-hackers smarty-pants. *roll eyes*

    This is pretty shallow but by having someone to comment on how horrible one looked, it always sounds amusing despite us knowing how mean that is. Well, what can I say, that’s how the human’s mind rejuvenate; that’s the way we are I supposed.  ;)

Thursday, 20 August 2009

  • Start a fresh!

    Honestly, there’s nothing fabulous that has been happening in my life except for the fact that I own an artificial pet which looks like a mutant now that he have grown. The name’s Himbo, you’ll know why.

    I’ve always thought adopting an artificial pet is so retarded, but I guess I’m already a retard to start with so why not the start? Nevertheless, Himbo makes me happy. Scientifically proven; I’m leading a very sad and pathetic life, aren’t I? Well atleast I see myself laughing like a hyena now and having a heart of a wonder woman. I’ve named the folder for the one and only pictures “Stay Away” and literally, I do neglect it or not, if I'm just a lil' tiny puny curious. Never dispose the old pictures; you’ll forget what kind of guy you shouldn’t acknowledge in the near future. :)

    A short side track. I dreamt that I was married to someone who looks like Jesse Bradford. JESSE BRADFORD. Sadly, it didn’t turn out to be a beautiful marriage. He neglected me.

    Well, the month of Ramadhan is indeed very near and am very excited; unfortunately I can’t celebrate the start of it. Adding on, I must, MUST stop cursing the male species. Truth is.. I’ve been calling them Mutants. Hence the good month is here, so let’s change for the good; before karma hits you.

     

    Amni Sueb, be nice. Sincerely.

     

    To all my dearest Muslims out there, Happy Fasting! Yeah man!

Sunday, 09 August 2009

  • Straight A’s for this.

    Awaiting for The City season 2. Like, c’mon quick!

    Honestly, there is nothing more exciting than dreaming about being in Whitney’s job prospect; and the whole idea of being there in NY. I’d even managed to capture thoughtful dialogues from the show in my head within seconds! Wooooott~

    “..girls have to look out for each other.” –Erin

    “The most important relationship in your life is yourself because no matter what happens, you will always be with yourself.”  -Diane von Furstenberg  

    I thought those sayings are quite moving.  :)

    Didn’t know I could learn something from Reality TV Shows.. thought they’re just some wasteful entertainment that you'd forget right after they end. Still undeniably nonsensical actually.. just not this show.  :D

     

    Alright, release the season 2 already!!

     

    p/s; it's not another bimbotic shows okay! Stop saying that. hmph!

Thursday, 06 August 2009

  • peace of mind

    Funny how Anoor always make me smile when I’m at my lowest. As I claimed of abrupt loneliness and missing the beeping sound of my mobile, he literally sent me an sms then despite of us chatting on msn at the moment. I was touched. :) Silly billy, but we continued our conversation via sms when the two of us are factually online. You never fail to make me smile and mad! I sensed some jealousy and disappointment in Winston’s conversation when he knew about it. HAHA.

    Lately, I’ve been enjoying replying to Jufieza’s message on FB. It’s something to look forward to. Guess us both getting a little too much of imagination about our whereabouts uh! Hehes.

    Err, I don’t think there is a need to get through one of my girls to know about my well being. We were never meant for do or die, so let it go far. Don't make yourself seems pathetic.

     

    p/s; Apology for ditching you Winsy. CC topic is beyond my limit of lameness. &you know how much I love her.

Monday, 03 August 2009

  • totally restless. 'nuff said.

    "I’m down with pms everyday now. That shall explain my mood swing every now and then." I know, that's a cliche, but it's an honest say. Something to worry about. 

    Apologies lovelies, but I think you’ve been facing unexpected retard attitude from me these days, am I right? Tskk. I’ve no idea what has gotten into me, but I’m sure it ain’t good at all. Honestly, I can be hated so badly if I continue with the current attitude. My sarcasm is getting better each day. Oh, and let's welcome the 30s look! Hooray~~ Sulking has took over the pulse rate. Now I couldn't be bothered. I just want to end the day fast, continue the same old routine on the following and next. Ugh, whatever, just end the semester quick already. I think that’s the cause of my mood swings. School's the reason - that's new I see.

     

    But I’m sure by the 12th I’ll be fine. No doubt, no doubt at all!!

Thursday, 30 July 2009

  • what the world needs now is;

    constant therapy.

    When everything else seems to be falling apart, we try to bring out the fullest attention to ourselves and pretend that everything’s okay.

    Laugh like the world ends tonight, play Moms like we’re already married, mock to spread love, gossip like it’s not even the little sins, act stupid like it’s the smartest thing.

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    But right now I’m already very tired. Is there something new tomorrow? Or it’s just going to be going through the same old routine to pass through the day? Is sighing constantly bad for the lungs? 'Cos I've been doing that for almost every hour now.

Saturday, 25 July 2009

  • I’m a geek, but that doesn’t make me an outcast.

    I don’t know what’s with people being all so stereotypes. There are no boundaries by putting on the headwear and attend to whatever concerts or events that are happening. Just so you know, we are p e o p l e. Why do we being refrained from attending such? Don’t have to be smart and create your own rules and laws.

    You don’t have to attend gigs, rock concerts, or all those alternative events just to be accepted and among-the-norms; ohplease~

    Even so, my headwear didn’t stop me. I doubt I would join in the crowds even if I don’t have my headwear on because that’s just not me. I am more reserved and unlikely to go haywire, partying like nobody’s business, screaming like has been cursed to muteness for the next 100 years. I club in my own room, I put on revealing clothes in my own house; I’ve my own principles. Call me Ms Boring with little life span; but hey, there are more fascinating things in life than all those. Try bungee jumping. Feel the healthier breeze.

    Please, putting on the headwear does not make the person a perfectionist. They are still normal humans. We still make mistakes. I still make sins without knowing. Commenting about Minah Tudung would just add on to your sin list. If you are so pure to start with, then prove it. Hah, I’m   sure   you   can.

    May God have mercy on you.

Thursday, 23 July 2009

  • without a groom.

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     No doubt on that.

     

    Oh shoots; Iffah and Nisa Hunn’ should be on the list too.

    ..or probably they aren’t because they’ve already carry a couple of kids by then. Teeeheeeees!                              

     

    Oh I love the girlfriends; my love, babies, hunns’. You’re the next supplements, mars bar, lotion, facial foam, junkies, mirror, and the list keeps going on~~

     

    p/s; Hui Hui and Ivan just beeped. The favourite ex JL colleagues are back! Yipeeeee!

    We’re going to meet up real soon alright! :))

Saturday, 18 July 2009

  • Cheers to July 14!

    I’ve never planned how my birthday would turn out to be neither could I be too bothered with my own birthday celebration in the first place. It’s something egoistical but I still want people around me to take my birthday a must to celebrate. I loveeeeeee surprises. Though I know I’m already too smart for it. Either because I know the family/friends too well or I’m just a semi-psychic. ;D Quite a number of this year’s proclaimed surprises failed. Hahaha. I screwed at acting but I can pretend to be surprised still. Teeheeeee!

     

    & how I celebrated my 19th;

     

    Remember these two familiar faces?

    We met way back in semester 1 last year.

    The July Babies of W15D  :)) 

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    After almost a decade of losing the taste of Indonesian cuisine from Sanur.

    With the family and Atiqah.

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    Spot the similarities. HAHA.

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    & the lovely people of Sem 2 classmates who came all the way from SEG and SAS building to surprise me with their presence. I just happened to be loitering outside my class when I saw some of them sitting at the pantry. Instead, they were surprised to see me. ;p

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    DMA class celebrated Jeremy's and my birthday. :D

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    It was the first time I argued with the faci. The two of us refused to put on the crown mask and were fighting over the masquerade. Tskkk!

    Worst fact- He's 28 and refused to give in over party mask. DOINK ! !

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    With the dearest babies;

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    Beach getaway with the Hunns', RBV.

    I fell for their heartrending stories. You can never see me at the beach if not because of the tales the two ladies created.

    Excuses Reasons of why the Beach is a Big No-No:

    I hate the beach. I don't like the sun. I get tanned dark easily. I never wish to repeat the whole procedure of getting fairer again. It's going to take the whole stretch of years to recover from darkness but less than 60 minutes to get tanned.

    But no worries, I wasn't swearing at the beach or the sun on that particular day. :)

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    This one's cute. Haha.

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    ..and yeapp, I'm tanned now.

    Oh, Winston was born on 14 July too! YAYY!

    Glad you admit that you're a giant. ;p

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    Yes, I know I'm surrounded with wonderful beautiful people. Love ya'll.

Monday, 13 July 2009

  • i'll try to hide the wrinkles. =_='

    I was pampering myself after lessons by spending on the essentials when a Promoter or better known as a Minah approached me very happily;

    Minah: Hi Kak..! Do you have young children? :))))

    Mua: Noooooo?? I’m still young okay! ;00000

     

    In less than 60 seconds of the moment twisted my mood to the extreme negative.

    Hello?? Do I look like a 31-year-old Mom whose elder son celebrating his 9th birthday soon and, the youngest daughter just started school 7 months ago?? pffffffttttttttttsssss!

    A Minah is a Malay version of a Bimbo. The only difference is they ain’t near pretty. I was carrying my laptop, what makes you think a housewife would carry a lappy around on a Monday instead of groceries bags and a pram! Oh shut up~~

    & Mama thought I’m turning 20 in less than an hour. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!!!!

     

    I’M A 1990 HERITAGE O-KAY.

Friday, 10 July 2009

Wednesday, 08 July 2009

  • peace;

    It’s amazing how praying can make one feel so much better. Gradually, I'll heal.

     

    Now, I can’t stop dreaming away. I just had a fantasy of driving a classy white car which looks so feminine; and I see myself driving along the windy highway with Corinne Bailey Rae on the playlist. Well, won’t be captivated by the voice of the only sweet lady. I’ve already planned to include Maria Mena’s, Laura Izibor’s, India Arie’s as well. Love 'em! I feel like a true lady with a strong-willed heart by having their songs played. Oh that’s true beauty I'd say.

    So much of dreaming about car, or even start off with the driving part. Reality check- I’ve yet to even own a license. Hmph.

    Or have I even mentioned that I failed my BTT twice?

    Do me a quick favour. Don’t ask why.